Falling Down The Rabbit Hole

Falling Down The Rabbit Hole
Written By: ELZEYE

I was born during a rainy season; the world was cold...
How far could I go? My story was told...
It began to unfold; so young, so unknown...
Wanted to accomplish so much before I turned old...
Wanting to stun those who were quick to doubt me...
Always ready to prove that they were nobody without me...
I was without peace, ignorance my mouth speaks...
Always a phrase away from ending up without teeth...
Too scared to stand on my own feet? It may seem...
I was stuck in the most amazing of daydreams...
Full of myself; I heard people saying the same thing...
I swore if I had heard another word I may scream...
I began to spiral down; an impossible recovery...
Couldn't find 'Her' so drugs began to fall in love with me...
Alcohol had smothered me; it was all a new discovery...
Days blurred together to become one long summer's dream...
Yesterdays an tomorrows were all the same; what was this place?...
Holiday, Holiday, Happy Birthday; Teenage crush becomes a First Date...
But mistakes were too much to get me past the first base...
Nothing like the innocence of a first kiss back in first grade...
If I could go back to my birth's date; I'd conjure up another plan...
Teach me to be grateful for what my mother can...
Provide, I'd understand; Fatherless an undermanned...
I feel like Alice in Wonderland...Sometimes I wonder man...