Falling Down The Rabbit Hole

Falling Down The Rabbit Hole
Written By: ELZEYE

I was born during a rainy season; the world was cold...
How far could I go? My story was told...
It began to unfold; so young, so unknown...
Wanted to accomplish so much before I turned old...
Wanting to stun those who were quick to doubt me...
Always ready to prove that they were nobody without me...
I was without peace, ignorance my mouth speaks...
Always a phrase away from ending up without teeth...
Too scared to stand on my own feet? It may seem...
I was stuck in the most amazing of daydreams...
Full of myself; I heard people saying the same thing...
I swore if I had heard another word I may scream...
I began to spiral down; an impossible recovery...
Couldn't find 'Her' so drugs began to fall in love with me...
Alcohol had smothered me; it was all a new discovery...
Days blurred together to become one long summer's dream...
Yesterdays an tomorrows were all the same; what was this place?...
Holiday, Holiday, Happy Birthday; Teenage crush becomes a First Date...
But mistakes were too much to get me past the first base...
Nothing like the innocence of a first kiss back in first grade...
If I could go back to my birth's date; I'd conjure up another plan...
Teach me to be grateful for what my mother can...
Provide, I'd understand; Fatherless an undermanned...
I feel like Alice in Wonderland...Sometimes I wonder man...

You Thought I Would Fall

You Thought I Would Fall
Writen By: ELZEYE

Yo how can I function? Yo how can I love them?..
When the topic of discussion is so sick an disgustin'...
Damn I'm sick of discussin', disputin', for nothin'...
I refuse to believe, but I'm relieved that I wasn't...
Caught up in the fuss when, you wanted to leave me...
Believe me it was easy, more than what I believe it to be…
You were a disease to me, I'm sure you'd agree with me...
The hurt in my eyes was false but it didn't seem to be...
You didn't believe in me, you called me an asshole...
I'm havin’ a laugh, relax it's all in the past though...
Yo I'm havin' a blast; you’re caught in a black hole...
I did and said what I said; I ain't takin' it back though...
Wasn't angry or mad though; at times I was lovin' it...
You know that inside, I'm just glutton for punishment...
I was findin' the fun in it, but this is the end of it...
I'm endin' this shit, I've finally written my testament...
Up shit's river now cause your vision is blurred...
When the next comes along, I promise to listen to her...
Won't fuck wit'a sister...Get it fuck wit'er sister? (Haha)
Wasn't gonna put you on blast but I guess I just did huh?..
Had no intentions to diss ya, an I may just regret it...
But I ain't gonna edit; now maybe you'll get it...
But I'm almost finished; an as for your critics...
They'll be eatin' my words an swallowin' dicks wit' it...
An you can tell'em I did this, this was my destiny...
This shit's elementary; this isn't the best of me...
You're laid to sleep now, only myself is what's left of me...
You're now a forgotten name that ain't even worth mentioning...
Though still you mention me like I'm at fault for what happened...
Even though really the fact is, you have a nackin' for actin'...
Remembering back when I was lettin you back in...
You never moved past him; try wrappin’ your head around that shit...
But I’ve gone an moved past it; I no longer yearn for you…
I have no concern for you; you had your turn were through…
My soul doesn’t burn for you, this isn’t a blur of truths…
Maybe it’s your turn to givem' somethin’ that burns em too…